Introspective

I am half an MBA now; we just got done with are exams today, and what an exam that was (Investment Analysis). I studied just about 6-7 hours for it, and need less to say it was not sufficient. This was one of those beauties which actually tested your understanding of the subject. The 4 cheat sheets that we took along to aid us in our quest to conquer was just not enough, I mean even that would be an understatement. It was a true beauty. I wish I had put in my study time for this; I really enjoyed solving the paper, even though I probably did not do to well. It would have been nice if I had put in a good 10 days to study for the test. Anyway retrospection is of no use now. The faces of fellow students were wrought with surprise and fear, until they found that everyone had done badly. Thank god for small mercies, Relative Grading ki Jai ho.

So now we start our 10 day break. I intend to do a lot of introspection these 10 days. I need to figure out a lot of things, and I need to get my act together. I have been in a little bit of a soup lately, not knowing what and where things are going. It almost seems like I am making a lot of mistakes that I made earlier…… I really do need to put a stop to this. So the action plan is to spend time with myself a lot, I am going to try to figure out whats going on in that teeny tiny brain of mine which hasn’t been functioning too well lately. Control has been lost, and I need to gain it back.